and if you automatically did either one of the two, or both, don’t even fucking hesitate
Everything was fine. I was okay.
And then I wasn’t.
Everything hit like a ton of bricks,
Slamming against my chest and into my mind like there wasn’t a care in the world.
And maybe there wasn’t.
Maybe nobody cared that I was just alone in my room gasping for air while drowning in the very thing I needed the most.
Maybe nobody cared.
- so i'm doing a little social network-y experiment which involves knowing the most popular (meaning most members in) the fandoms of different networks! so if you could reblog this by December 25th (christmas day) and add a tick mark next to the fandom you're in! if yours is not on the list please add it with a tick mark next to it indicating you're part of the one you've added! that's all and thank you so much!
- Doctor Who: ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
- Harry Potter: |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
- Teen Wolf: |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
- Game of Thrones: |||||||
- Orange Is The New Black: ||||||
- Glee: |||||||||||
- Supernatural: ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
- Once Upon a Time: ||||||||||||||||||
- One Tree Hill: ||
- Orphan Black: |||||||
- New Girl: |||
- The Vampire Diaries: ||||||||||||||||
- Grey's Anatomy: |||||
- Pretty Little Liars: |||||||||||||||
- American Horror Story: ||||||||||
- The Hunger Games: ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
- Divergent: |||||||||||||||
- Sherlock: |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
- Justin Bieber: ||
- The Wanted: ||
- Les Miserables: ||||||||||
- Nerdfighters: |||||||||
- Cirque du Freak: |||
- Next to Normal: |
- RENT: |||
- Wicked: ||
- Starkid: |||||||
- Dollhouse: |
- The Mentalist: ||||
- Torchwood: ||||||||
- Hannibal: ||||||||||||
- Castle: ||||
- Marvel: ||||||||||||
- Disney: ||||||
- Attack on titan: |||||||
- Homestuck: |||||||||
- Hetalia: ||
- Free!: |||
- Rooster Teeth/Achievement Hunter: ||
- The Lorax: ||
- The Walking Dead: |
- Lost: |
- The Office (U.S): |
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S: ||||
- Parks & Recreation: |
- Charmed: ||
- Revolution: |
- Arrow: |||
- Reign: ||
- Once Upon A Time In Wonderland: |
- The Originals: |
- True Blood: ||
- Revenge: |
- Buffy the Vampire Slayer: |
- Welcome To Night Vale: ||
- LOTR/The Hobbit: ||
- Star Trek: ||
Being asked on a date makes me feel so fucking uncomfortable. Like I don’t even know what to say. I know I want to say yes but then I’m just that awkward as fuck person over thinking everything and being practically silent and wondering what their motives for asking me on the damn thing in the first place.
I’m not fucking good with people, like what do you say? I don’t know what to talk about or how to actually go about on it. I just, I don’t get it. Especially if its legit a person you don’t know well and then I’m even more fucking awkward and I just, I get scared and make an excuse not to go.
The best part is that the guy just squats in utter resignation.
you can tell he’s just like
“i am 800% done with Target”
This gif wins the internet. I am DONE.
I’m sorry, but I need to vent. Today was… bleh. I don’t even know.
So first my “friend” (I put quotes because I barely ever see her unless she needs something) came to do laundry (something she needed) and we basically said five words to each other the whole 6 hours she was here.
And that was within the first hour.
Basically she sat on her phone, while her 3 week old son was in her lap whining the whole time because she wasn’t paying him any attention.
Sometimes I wonder if I actually have friends. Honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if none of them actually liked me and they just didn’t want to hurt my feelings.
I’ve been thinking about writing all these letters to people in case I ever do something, just to, you know, get it off my chest I guess. I think it would be good for me. There’s so much I want to say to people but I don’t want to be a bitch about it. So maybe if I just write them it will get it off my chest.
That way its all down on paper and if I’m alive I don’t have to worry about them and then if I’m dead its kind of just like an after thought so maybe they don’t do the same things to someone else. I don’t know though because a lot could go wrong with that. I don’t want anyone to blame themselves if I do end up taking my life.
So anyway, another thing that literally just pissed me off was how my mom doesn’t think her son could do anything wrong. Honestly, he just talked to someone saying they were coming to hang out for a little bit and what does he do? He fucking gets up and goes outside for less than two minutes, comes back in, and shuts his door. Like what the fuck could that have been? He bought fucking drugs from my cousin and my mom is in total denial.
The real kicker? I told her what he bought because obviously after just getting all that money and knowing my cousin thats what he just got from him.
And what does she say? She fucking asks him if he bought drugs! Like what kind of parent does that shit? She didn’t even open his door to look, just asked from outside the door. And technically she didn’t even ask if it was drugs. She was just like what did you just get?
And how the fuck do you think he answered that? Oh it was just something I left at the dinner the other night. And she believed him! Fuck if I did that she’d probably think I was the one dealing the drugs. She probably would have asked me to pull out my pockets and show her everything in my room one by one.
But no, not him even though she’s caught him smoking all the damn time. Me, Ive only ever smoked once. I don’t even drink!
It just really makes me mad that she barely even cares.
Harry Potter as a teen comedy.
Evidence that music placement is very important.
I swear I watch this every time it comes on my dash.
So guys I have this jar with a donkey on it
i first made it to put in nice things about myself, but i failed.
so i’ve decited
for every person who reblogs this
i will put there url in the donkey-jar.
and every day i will take out one (or more) url and put a quote in there ask
and at the end of it i will write donkey
so what do you guys say, are you in?
hell yea quotes from the ass jar
if self harm is
why don’t you know
the reason the girl
who sits behind you
wears sweaters every day
and if eating disorders are
why don’t you know
the girl who stares at you on the bus
hasn’t eaten in a week
and if suicide is
why don’t you know the reason
the boy who used to
eat lunch at your table